I suck at being in relationships. I freak out 3 months in and screw it all up unconsciously. The thing is that I have no remorse until the other person starts dating someone else then I freak out. I think this is because I probably think I’m the best they could get kind of thing but I’m not because I turned on them. I don’t know why it surprises me so much when they move on. It hurts me so much more than I expect. Every time. But why? I didn’t “want” them, so why do I care? I guess after seeing someone care so much for you, to think of them caring for someone else in the same way or more sucks… That’s your moment, one else should experience that part of them. Plus they’re better because they’re not a bitch to them. A crazy.
I suck at this…
